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Bad Habit [20 Nov 2005|05:16pm]

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Biting keeps your words at bay

Tending to the sores that stay

Happiness is just a gash away

When I open a familiar scar

Pain goes shooting like a star

Comfort hasn't failed to follow so far



And you might say it's self-indulgent

You might say it's self-destructive

But you see it's more productive

Than if I were to be happy



And pens and pen-knives take the blame

Crane my neck and scratch my name

But the ugly marks

Are worth the momentary gain

When I jab a sharpened object in

Choirs of angels seem to sing

Hymns of hate in memorandum



And you might say it's self-indulgent

You might say it's self-destructive

But you see it's more productive

Than if I were to be healthy



And sappy songs about sex and cheating

Bland accounts of two lovers meeting

Make me want to give mankind a beating



And as the skin rips off

I cherish the revolting thought

That even if I quit

There's not a chance in hell I'll stop

And anyone can see the signs

Mittens in the summertime

Thank you for your pity,

You are too kind.



And you might say it's self-destructive

But you see I'd kick the bucket

Sixty times before I'd kick the habit



And you might say it's self-inflicted

But you see thats contradictive

Why on earth would anybody practice self-destruction



And pain opinions sitcom feeding

They dont know that their minds are teething

Makes me want to give mankind a beating



I've tried bandages and sinking

I've tried gloves and even thinking

I've tried vaseline

I've tried everything



And no one cares if your back is bleeding

They're too concerned with their hair receding

Looking back it was all maltreating

Every thought that occurred misleading

Makes me want to give myself a beating
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Hello [16 Nov 2005|12:03am]

cuts_and_kisses
[ mood | sad ]

Introducing Myself to the Community, Hi I'm Your New Moderator

Hey, call me Lexie... I'm seventeen... but not for long! I've had several episodes of major depression, and I suffer from si and an ed.. for about five years now... If you ever need to talk, you can post here... I'll reply... I really want to help, it's just sometimes I need help too... Princess said we're all here for each-other, and that's what I'm hoping... I'm the new monitor cause I have time to run this thing almost 24/7, cause Princess has so much she's doing... all the time! Hey slow down girl!... So you're all welcome to join... but please, keep this a place of support, not guilt or blame... we're all here to help. Thanks.

Sincerely, Lexie

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